all the pain ..all the sorrow came on me..
tired I am..so..tired…
it hurts my soul..it takes the pieces of my existence..
how can I go on..
where is that light that you all talk about…
why do you keep it for yourself..why all you give is your pain..

go away all you burdened souls..go away and let me breathe..
go away you lost creatures..carry your pain with you..
tired I am…
so weak am I…
don’t you see I have my own burden..

I know now..
there is no light for me out there…
I will carry this blackness forever…